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Sunday, 9 September 2018

Being A Blogger

Being A Blogger
Sunday, 9 September 2018
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I actually never intended to be a blogger actually, unlike most people it happened very spontaneously. I woke up one weekend deeply bored and got the WordPress app and tried to start a blog...it wasn't very good...The pictures were terrible quality and posts were riddled with typos, it didn't matter how many times I edited, there were still grammatical errors and that's saying something because sometimes I read my blog now and I wonder if I can actually speak English. Anyway, I digress, so that blog wasn't all that great so I made another WordPress blog which I used for several months before getting on here.


The journey was hard, I felt very inadequate, compared to bloggers around me and I wanted to quit many times because I felt that I didn't belong in the blogging community. Although I started a blog spontaneously I really wanted to write and reach other people around me. I love Fashion and I wanted to share ideas and looks with you guys and I am so happy I can still do that today. I know don't always blog about fashion so maybe I'll add lifestyle to my label? I have met a few kind people along the way and I am so thankful, I am very awkward so it's difficult for me to get to know people, but I promise I don't bite! Sometimes people ask me in person about my blog and I  have a mini heart attack and I am not really sure why. I feel like I don't deserve the title blogger, I don't know when you really deserve the title blogger. Perhaps I imagined a Coronation where they give you a blogger sash or maybe the blogger gods descend and tell you that you are worthy...Whatever it is I don't feel comfortable being called a blogger in real life.


 I know I am not well known in the community yet and I have some way to go, but I'll try my best. I still want to make new friends and I want to share more content.
I hope no one ever finds my ever first blog because I will actually cry. Or maybe I will reveal it someday myself. Anyone who knows me knows I don't take myself seriously so maybe we can all have a good laugh



Well that’s it for me hope to see you soon,

Emmy xx
Tuesday, 4 September 2018

A New Chapter

A New Chapter
Tuesday, 4 September 2018
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As many of you know I am going off to Uni to study Adult Nursing... I am going to keep it real with you chief I am absolutely terrified! I hate change so much and I prefer consistency and balance in my life, so change ignites my anxiety. Don't get me wrong a part of me is excited to start Uni, but anxiety is prevailing at the moment.

I am very awkward so I wonder if I will make friends or get along with my housemates. A lot of my anxiety is people based due to the fact I find it difficult to make friends, although people tell me it's not very obvious, it is still a part of me. I am also worried that I don't really deserve my place. A part of me still questions if I am competent enough for my place or if I can keep up academically. I heard this is what they call Imposter syndrome, but this is a real concern I have. Mostly it's just change that is giving me a great amount of anxiety. I am very easily overwhelmed by small things, so we'll see how well I cope. It's very funny because people have commented on how nonchalant I seem, but I feel like I am plummeting from space, whilst the controls and the rest of my ship have caught fire...

On the bright side, I am so excited to go to Uni! I am really proud of myself to get this far and very grateful for all the people who have helped me so far in this journey! I think 99.9% of the credit goes to all my teaching staff and my family. So thank you, everyone! I am also thankful for the friends I have met online and anyone who has spared me a little of their time!!


Translates as Happy Ending or Be Happy




Talking of new Chapters I don't post regularly on this blog and I am sorry, but I have decided to post every Sunday from now on! So please be ready for regular updates!

Till next time!
Emmy xx
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